Life Change much?

Well, crap.

Currently, my life is spinning around like a big crazy mess!
Tomorrow I go and take a learner's test. I know it's a little late at 18, but that's the way it goes, then on Friday I have to put my cat of 7 years, Suki down.

Which, by the way, sucks.

She has been there for me, for the hardest of times, whenever my heart was broken, when my older sister left for college, when my parents broke up, and whenever I was sick. Now, she is sick and there is nothing I can do, but wish her a goodbye. Which is sad.

But that's not all folks!!

My whole life, I have been overweight. ALWAYS. So finally now, at 18, at 240 pounds and have tried everything, a doctor has given me a new change. Since I could be pre-diabetic, I am now not allowed to eat carbs. For the rest of my life. New life change people! No bread, potatoes, pasta. I also learned that my pancreas is now so messed up that no matter what kind of sugar I put into my body, weather it is white sugar or from a fruit, my body can't tell the difference. So I can only eat berries.

And more exercise,which I knew I should be doing, but it's hard to get exercise when you live in a town of 8 months of winter. Meh, I guess I gotta find ways of getting it. I'm kinda sick of this gaining 10 pounds a week when I don't eat different than everyone else, small portions and no snacking and no fried foods, should NOT cause weight gain. So this (cross your fingers) I hope works!!