Good Bye Suki
My cat, my little knight, the one who heard every hurt, and saw every tear and heard every secret. My hero.
She is gone today, 7:00pm, my cat closed her eyes and that was it. I'm so sad. I can't really put into words how sad I am. I am not broken or devastated but I am so sad. I wish that I could have one more hug. I remember the days I would hold her and wonder when I would have to let go. She is gone. I wish she could understand how I loved her, or how she saved me so many times. She was my angel the very first time I held her in my arms. She was so much more than a cat, she was a soul mate and a constant companion. She understood and was there. If I was sad or simply sick, she would not leave my side. This time, I could not be by her side. Nor will she ever be there for me again.
I know, somewhere deep down, that as a cat, she was never meant to be this close to me, but she was. I feel the need to honor her. She wasn't a cat. She was Suki, she was my baby, and she will always be.
Goodnight baby girl. I'm sorry. I miss you. Fly away home.
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