Monday, March 7, 2011

Offensively Honest?

I have come to a most unfortunate crossroads.
I would love to share my blog with my friends on facebook. I would love to 100% honest with everyone that reads my blogs. Unfortunately, if I was honest honest in my blog. I would offend much of my family.

My mother always told me to not air out the dirty laundry. It's not as if I want to write out all my family secrets, it's just there are aspects of my life that are direct reasons as to why I am living all the way in BC and not finishing my high-school in my home town, living with my family.

Part of me wants to write out the whole sad strange tale. To be honest about why I do what I do, but at the same time I don't want to hurt my family. BUT at the very same time, it's not like what they are doing is a secret. My whole hometown knows why I left. My family knows too. Maybe writing it all out makes it real?

I used to think that I could move here to Duncan, and no one would wonder why some 18 year old girl, left her life and family behind, move 24 hours away from home and her family to simply "finish high-school." Looking at it now, it seems a bit absurd. They is more to it than that. The only thing, am I ready to share it? I think I am, but than again, I feel like I'm stir-ing up stuff.

This world sure does bring trouble on my soul.
Just by writing this very entry. I'm going to offend.

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