So I think it goes without saying that I am continuing with my diet. I mean, for real it's not like I'm stopping now. But my sister and her sons came for a visit, and they are here for another 4 days. It's been so awesome having them here and it's so nice to see my nephews. They really mean so much to me, and we are seeing so much so the island that I have never seen before. It's been so wonderful. I don't have any pictures yet, but I will put some up tommorrow.
So I am still not seeing weight loss in my face and it's pissing me off. I really want to lose weight there, if their is one thing I don't like, it would be how fat my face it. It's driving me nuts, We take family photos and no matter what I hate how I look. So I am trying super hard to not spaz about it but it's hard. This is obviously one of the reasons why I am trying to lose weight. I mean, I know that it is not so much about the physical thing but I mean, it certainly is a part of it. Of course.
Lately I've been a bit bugged about the fact that I like a guy. I didn't want to blog about this in case he ever reads it, but I need to get it off my chest. I like a guy. I really like him, he is neat and cool and I have not liked a guy like this in years. One problem, I don't really think he even knows who I am, or if he is allowed to communicate with me. It's hard to explain and I don't want to give details, but it's frustrating. I just don't know what to do, because he really is so cool, and I've been so, I guess, I've been really silly about it, you know? I haven't felt this way about a "boy" in a very very long time. The worst part is I feel like I will never be able to do anything about it.
I know I know, it's all very very silly.
But I am just a girl.
So I am still not seeing weight loss in my face and it's pissing me off. I really want to lose weight there, if their is one thing I don't like, it would be how fat my face it. It's driving me nuts, We take family photos and no matter what I hate how I look. So I am trying super hard to not spaz about it but it's hard. This is obviously one of the reasons why I am trying to lose weight. I mean, I know that it is not so much about the physical thing but I mean, it certainly is a part of it. Of course.
Lately I've been a bit bugged about the fact that I like a guy. I didn't want to blog about this in case he ever reads it, but I need to get it off my chest. I like a guy. I really like him, he is neat and cool and I have not liked a guy like this in years. One problem, I don't really think he even knows who I am, or if he is allowed to communicate with me. It's hard to explain and I don't want to give details, but it's frustrating. I just don't know what to do, because he really is so cool, and I've been so, I guess, I've been really silly about it, you know? I haven't felt this way about a "boy" in a very very long time. The worst part is I feel like I will never be able to do anything about it.
I know I know, it's all very very silly.
But I am just a girl.
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