I want a raisin bagel. They are down the stairs, in the cupboard, calling my name.
I want one so bad. Last night we went out for dinner to Boston Pizza, and boy I wanted carbs like you wouldn't believe.
But, I'm not going to eat them, because it has been 10 years of being overweight, to obese and to be frank, I'm not doing it anymore, because I can't. I just can't be unhealthy anymore. It's just food, that's all it is and there is more to life then just wanting to eat good food.
Breakfast's are still hard though, I think I may be eating too many eggs. I've got to find some alternative to just eggs and yogurt or I am going to go crazy. I've got to watch my cheese intake too.
And while I figure this all out I am kicking myself for no doing this stuff when I was younger and could have saved myself a lot of time and effort. But what's done is done, so now I've got to pay the price for the 10 years of pure crap food I have eaten in my life.
However, I am only human, and I want a bagel.
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